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February 28th, 2004
05:35 pm
panic... have you ever woken up that way? Ive been feeling that way all day. Ive been ready to fight, ready to run... today is the kind of day Id blow off classes and drive as far as my car would take me. I cant handle this feeling without being able to run. I have responsibilities... I have obligations.... all I want to do is get away. I feel caged and trapped. is it odd that I do this, does anyone else? Im sitting here listening to music and all I can think about is road and my engine and the feeling of escaping reality.
this bites... if I didnt have work tomorrow Id go to camp for the night and howl at the moon and sit out all night watching the stars... I havent in a long while. if I could drive away and get there.... oh I would be so much more relaxed. ah well
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Current Music: Simple Plan~ one slowdance
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I do understand that feeling, I'm sorry love. I'm sure you'll get through this my dear, you're a survivor. Even when things seem bleak, there is a light, no matter how small. I'm here for you, I know, being so far away, that isn't a great consolation, but I am here, rain or shine, night or day, dont' be afraid to call me love.
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| Date: | February 28th, 2004 - 06:13 pm |
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thank you honey. I tried to call the other night, but then it occured to me I dont have any of your phone #s.... I felt kinda stupid eh?
love you, lol.
i can most def relate to the way you are feeling, and also to your post before this one, i'm sure something good will happen/come around for you! :) love you lots! :) |
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