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well here I am all signed up for summer classes... how exciting. Im taking physics 1 and psychology. physics is gonna be Mondays Tuesdays and Thursdays at 5:30pm and is 30 days long and psych is 15 but its every day (mondays thru fridays) at 9am. the whole getting up before noon thing makes me sad, but I need to play catch up for the semesters I missed. Im going to have to take a shitload of crap courses because I withdrew so late in the semester last fall. so Ill have to get good grades to erase all that. plus if I want to get into Cortland in 2005-2006 Im going to have to get my gpa past a 3.0 by quite a few points.  Im not sure if I even want to go to college anymore, but I want to make money and without a college education Im pretty much screwed.

and now for summer:

My summer is going to suck hardcore. I dont talk to most of my old friends anymore and all the people from college are far away during the summer. not to mention between working and classes Ill be lucky if I have time to sleep.  I dont know how well Ill handle all the busy-ness... I havent had anything to do for about 4 months now. I hope I can find time to spend with Harmon, and maybe make time for old friends too, even though most of them wont even be home or arent really people who associate with me anymore. ah well. I hope I get time to go to the beach at least once... and Id like to get a tan, even though that doesnt seem likely looking at my schedule.

more whining

alright, I think Im done bitching about how busy Im going to be... afterall I did it to myself right? and psych wont be that hard, Ive already taken most of it once.  and physics wont be too hard, its a summer course afterall, they cant make you that miserable when the weather is nice out. Im glad its in the evening though, I dont think Id be able to turn my brain on long enough to be any use in the class if it was before noon.

Im thinking about taking alot of different courses this fall too. I have no idea what I want to do with my life, so Im thinking the next 2 semesters ought to be dedicated to at least getting some direction in mind. Im going to take some philosophy, astronomy, biology and anthro first semester.... if I can get into the classes at least.  Im glad Im not a freshman anymore, because then it would be completely impossible to get into any classes I want. which would make me a sad and lost girl. lol.

ok, I think Im done here, I just needed to bitch and worry a bit.